I CAN’T LIVE WITH(OUT) YOU !

I cried yesterday when you say You love me, You miss me..

We can never be together,

You told me that you want me,

You told me that you love me too,

Much to even say “I love you”

But I begged you to say it,

Please if only for one time and only if you mean it.

Oh babe,

Why does it hurt so much ?

Are you hurting too?

You said that you wish you can take me far away,

To hold me in your arms, all day

And worship me all night.

Last night (even it a couple month ago) I was so happy

You’d finally did it, such a beautiful words coming from your lips.

Hmm..

You said “I love you”

Oh babe,

Tonight  I needed to hear that so much.

Even if, for just that one moment.

I can’t pretend that you are mine,

We belong together

Yup

You and I

But how I must try to forget you?

You told me, YOU ONLY WANTED WHAT’S BEST FOR ME

But oh babe,

DON’T YOU KNOW WHAT’S BEST FOR ME IS Y.O.U ?

Hei babe,

You’re always on my mind,

Day and night,

When I think of you, all feel so right (you know),

Need to have you, need to hold you and tell you that I LOVE YOU.

I don’t want to see us apart

This separation just tears away my heart.

I miss you, oh I REALLY MISS YOU

Will need more and more each day

I know I can’t live without you (babe),

I miss you (more than words I can’t say).

April, 15th 2016

 

I CAN'T EXPLAIN

I really miss you (even though you're my ex), I love you to the point I can't explain no more. I really do love you and everything you are.
I hope this relationship gets really far, I'll never get you out, I simply don't know how.
In fact I'm thinking of you right about now. You know exactly who you are and what you want to be. I hope you know how much I really do care. Every time I think of you my stomach seems to twist (in knots).
The distance is something that hurts us both, you know, I miss you every single day, I just can't explain it when I'm not talking to you. I feel lost and feel like the world is CRASHING DOWN AROUND ME.
You know, you a blessing in disguist and I'm truly lucky to have such an amazing person like you.
But it was yesterday ..
Hmm..
I ask myself why am I thinking of you so much.
I think about all the moments we shared together 😢
I guess my heart was wrong, why couldn't I live threw it and not stay strong.
Thinking of you makes me feel this way
"WHY COULDN'T I JUST STAY?"
I ask myself that everyday
HOLD ON !!!!
I HAD A REASON WHY ?
Now that I think I want to cry, still feeling you somuch. I still think of the moment when we touch. I still miss you.

April 2016