I CAN'T EXPLAIN

I really miss you (even though you're my ex), I love you to the point I can't explain no more. I really do love you and everything you are.
I hope this relationship gets really far, I'll never get you out, I simply don't know how.
In fact I'm thinking of you right about now. You know exactly who you are and what you want to be. I hope you know how much I really do care. Every time I think of you my stomach seems to twist (in knots).
The distance is something that hurts us both, you know, I miss you every single day, I just can't explain it when I'm not talking to you. I feel lost and feel like the world is CRASHING DOWN AROUND ME.
You know, you a blessing in disguist and I'm truly lucky to have such an amazing person like you.
But it was yesterday ..
Hmm..
I ask myself why am I thinking of you so much.
I think about all the moments we shared together 😢
I guess my heart was wrong, why couldn't I live threw it and not stay strong.
Thinking of you makes me feel this way
"WHY COULDN'T I JUST STAY?"
I ask myself that everyday
HOLD ON !!!!
I HAD A REASON WHY ?
Now that I think I want to cry, still feeling you somuch. I still think of the moment when we touch. I still miss you.

April 2016